I'M FREE. and PROMOS ARE OFF MY BUTT even though they sucked like leeches I'M FREE so whatever.
wow. i feel so alive!
YAY!
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8:04 PM
Monday, October 12, 2009
my maths was screwed. it was easy, honestly but i didn't do well.
tomorrow's bio. will need to keep my head above the water for these excruciating few days. i wonder what it says about me when i can't wait for promos to end all of a sudden. (just last week i was screaming in my msn name just how badly i was going to whoop the promos)
since october 8th i've not been able to put in as much as i'd have liked.
i had a headache since monday morning and it wore off only on thursday. and after that i was just too tired to do anything. so i didn't. nothing went into my brain at all. now i only remember the definitions of mitosis and meiosis after everything. damn i really wish i was a good student. i guess some people just aren't born to do well in exams, are they?
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8:15 PM
Sunday, October 4, 2009
self fulfilling prophecies
productive mugging weekend! and yay Sravya liked my card! (which arrived like SO many weeks late-.-)
i've decided that come what may, bad phases will pass. Life has given me many things to be optimistic about, grateful for and countless reasons to jump for joy. i'm going to count my blessings for now and look forward to the time when this dark cloud will pass.
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11:28 PM
Monday, September 28, 2009
i really can't stand my life. i've been losing so many things it's driving me up the wall.
i just lost my wallet on like saturday and i realized it only today morning. it contained so much money all my cards and photos of my bffs.
i am so depressed i feel like killing myself. i'm so disorganized i cant think, can't do, can't care. i dont even know why i was ever born.
so now here i am giving an opportunity to those millions of you out there dying to run at me with a giant sword/ penknife/ AK-47/ Nuclear Bomb whatever you choose.
fuck. it's not like you ppl aren't already killing me everyday.
i hate my life. i hate my life. i hate my life.
ok? so just dish it already. stop bothering me.
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10:26 PM
Sunday, September 27, 2009
no way no way it cannot be 27th already! last year MY EXAMS WERE GOING ON ! ARGH
27, 28, 29, 30, 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10,11
14 days to my DOOM
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7:01 PM
Monday, September 21, 2009
it's september 21st, ladies and gentlemen. i now have officially like. 21 days to promotional exams. and im not slacking, i'm just not being productive enough. wanted to finish chem bonding then realized that the geog book was looking rather delicious with all those pictures. so ended up doing plate tectonics. it's 7. 40 and i have, a few minutes ago just completed my LA ESSAY! the pair one. did it with jianle. i guess it helps doing essays in pairs coz when the other person looks over your points he or she is far more likely to be honest about what she thinks about your paragraph. and i guess i learnt quite a bit from it. something tells me maybe i have some hope left for Promos.
im so happy! woohoo. on friday i got back my la essay/. the one i wrote right after the one i fucked up. (the one in which i got like 20/50) and here's the irony: i was so down because of my grade. and i was super terrified before the LA test. and i screwed it up so badly i expected a 9 or something. my points were not as good as i expected them to be and halfway through i got so scared i left an entire paragraph incomplete. i thought i fucked this one up while writing it. and the previous one was actually what I thought was the best i'd ever written. turned out, i got 26 or 28 (cant recall) for this one. ok that's a huge SHOCK. S-H-O-C-K.
but it was good lah. because i realized that i was more conscious about my writing when i was in the test. that 20 was good after all. i went over all my LA essays and read all the comments and never slacked once in LA class. so i guess it was a good thing. YAY! but i'm taking care not to treat this 26 as a relief because i know i can do so much better. im not gonna stop.
ahhh chem is back on track thanks to wonderful Mr Tan. he's a GREAT chem teacher. super dedicated and very knowledgeable. always goes through everything properly, not moving on until everyone's got it right. i cancelled my chem tuition. i think i can manage fine with his help. i've blasted MOLE CONCEPT out of the way, ATOMIC STRUCTURE AND Periodic table is DONE and I'm currently covering Reaction Kinetics and Chem bonding at the same time. i really hope i'll manage to cover EVERYTHING in time. there's only at most 3 weeks left. that's 4 weekends counting the study break. PRATIKA IS INTELLIGENT AND SMART AND WILL ROCK PROMO' S SOCKS! i'm gonna whoop them promos so bad they aint gonna know what hit 'em.
I'M FREAKING SERIOUS.
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7:35 PM
Sunday, September 6, 2009
i absolutely absolutely absolutely absolutely love Strawberry Avalanche. Love beyond all love.
I SWEAR IT'S THE BEST SONG EVER WRITTEN BY ADAM YOUNG.
it's so terrifyingly wonderful i even hesitate to play it again and again because of all the wonderfulness gushing out of it. It could you know, suffocate you with it's wonderfulness. aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!!!
i've posted 3 posts so far and taken them down. im not not updating. blogger won't co-operate. i guess im not bothering writing again. just needed stuff to get out of their little box in my brain.
and well, too bad. i had some juicy stuff in my posts. i summed up the week but the bugs killed my post and chopped it in half -.-
argh went to Silat road Gurudwara today, after a long time. I LOVE THAT PLACE!! the place is so peaceful omg. it's like every negative thought you have by accident gets bombarded by invisible powerjets that blow it all up into shards of nothing. it's a purely magical experience. i think it's no wonder that so many people of all races turn up. i saw chinese, malay, non-sikh indians (like myself),and ang mohs here. Some of them were even volunteering there.
I like to come here. and i have a silly and weird "sarda" for putting the dupatta on my head. i.e covering my hair with a dupatta. but it kept falling off my head! and youre supposed to cover your head inside at ALL TIMES. I feel more punjabi when i wear punjabi suits and listen to punjabi music. i dont mind being mistaken for a punjabi either because i loveee the culture. and bollywood is like 40% Punjabi. lol and also because punjabi girls are usually pretty and their food is amazing. paneer makhni is the best vegetarian food on earth.
anyway when i was there i felt so at peace like my mind was completely clear and thoughts fell into their right places. I love the feeling, the weird sense i get that i trust that place. (HOW DOES ONE TRUST A PLACE?)
like im being encouraged and enlightened, comforted and reassured all at once. hmmm...
i feel great. I think it's been a great end to a week. the totally power packed week is waiting for me to mug to my heart's content.
yaaaawnnn i'll go. need to study blog later on.
p.s. jesse mc cartney has a bubblegum mandopop feel to his songs now. dun wan listen alr. it's owl city that's swimming in my veins and enveloping my consciousness now. ahhh ahhh strawberry avalanche. ahhh ahhh Fireflies. love love love them this week. i think it's coz of everyone's unconscious psychobombardment that i've finally been convinced that owl city is something. either that or adam young has done something to his keyboard. these newer songs sound much more interesting. captivating. innocent. they play with my neurons and generate hormone production that in turn generate weird feelings in my stomach.
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10:06 PM
Thursday, August 27, 2009
FINE I AM BACK! STOP IGNORING ME! I'M OVER IT! SAY SOMETHING! ANYTHING!
like: Hi Pratika I read your blog or: stop swearing so much or: do your hindi homework.
which reminds me
yesterday was damn spas. manisha got her friend suganthi to call me posing as a Sinda woman telling me that suman would call my mom and dad because i missed hindi school too many times. before that i'd rejected her call being in a lecture and stuff and then i got an sms frm Manisha and she was like OMG someone from sinda just called me and said that ive been missing hindi school too much and dadadadadada. and i was like. screw them assholes. manisha was like oh they'll scold you a lot dont bother just say yes yes ok. it'll be over. call them back or else u'll get it from them and then i called "them" after lecture. and manisha's friend was SUPER CONVINCING OKAY. i fell for it! and then suganthi was like "did u just scold me to ur friend manisha? called me an a-hole or something right?" and i was like WHAT JOKE IS THIS? LOL.
and i was hooting my head off while realizing it was a prank and then hooted even louder after the lecture.
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2:25 PM
laugh everyone laugh! that was THE MOST HIDEOUS JOKE OF THE WHOLE FUCKING YEAR! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
you wouldnt know what happened would you? omg i cant type about it now to protect my friend's privacy but it was so darned fucking funny omg he might never speak to me again but WHATEVER MAN!
i cant stop laughing now im the established school freak! to as many people i met on the way from geog to chem. haha!
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1:29 PM
Sunday, August 23, 2009
oh shit i just tagged on a friend's blog only to realize that i was replying to an age old post. well not age old but it was written on Aug 10th. i feel like a loser. sometimes it pays to look at time stamps. yes, shutting off from blogging really makes me feel like i've lost a friend
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9:03 PM
Sunday, August 16, 2009
this blog is on hiatus. i'm going to see if i am strong enough to do something as easy as focusing on my studies until the exams are over. I have deactivated my facebook account until after my exams.
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5:30 PM
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
it's about time i realized something
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10:34 PM
Monday, August 10, 2009
ok i found it! the Ed Cullen popup!(:
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6:42 AM
Sunday, August 9, 2009
i have the most brainless printer in the world. it has drawn me to the deepest recesses of insanity when i get all pissed off about the stupid box. won't the old man of techieheaven please hear the cries of those who aren't perfect enough not to feel annoyance; and reform his printers? and his internet connections and try not to get back at us for beating and smacking his printers and computers especially when we are hard pressed for time? okay. 20 minutes have passed, and I have successfully printed out an 18 page document without maiming the guts out of my printer.
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11:52 AM
i want to take chem, i really do. but i'm afraid i wont be able to cope. and if like this year i lose interest in it, and become unconscientious, being the easily swayed person i am, i will suffer in my A-levels.
should i take the less troublesome way (i.e. taking humanities) or cross combi or just do the safe thing and open my options with BCML/BCME? argh dilemma, dilemma
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11:37 AM
Saturday, August 8, 2009
please don't sms me today. my phone's off all day. and possibly tomorrow. instead IM me. I'm APPEARING OFFLINE.
alrighties people, I give up. Don't think I can find his blog. i bet he did something really clever to prevent people from finding it. arghxz. and i thought i was resourceful...=X
blehh wasted so much time. didnt realize. better begin on my CHEMISTRY. I promise me, that I will NOT FAIL IT THIS YEAR.
it's to make my report card look good with all those spanking gorgeous "A"s decorating it, for once in my life since p6.
I PROMISE MYSELF NOT TO FAIL IT THIS YEAR because I actually love chem and love is when you hate the subject's guts, and never do well in it, yet you work hard on it and stick with it. okay it's not a good reason but i'll work hard anyway because that's what good students do and also because i don't want this year to go to waste.
haiyo. my facebook life is getting ridiculously sparse. I dont like to play those stupid games everyone else seems to be crazy about. and well, people have Os.
can't wait to get Manisha and Anusha back. they're mugging for PRELIMS. all the best guys i love you and do well please.
::tagbacks:: Keith: lol! what's wrong with yours?
Tze Hern: yay!! it's my song of the week! (:
Akanksha: AKAAAANKSHAAAA!!!<3 this is one of those rare song-of-the weeks that I discovered on my own that you didn't send me(: Practically half of all my song-of-the weeks are from you!
Kaiwen: lol no lah..remember descartes??? (: it was just LA and its LA-ness.. the previous lesson really got me thinking.
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3:55 PM
Thursday, August 6, 2009
OH YEAH BAYBEH!
FINALLY I got my lovely U2 on my headphones "the ground beneath her feet"<3
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10:29 PM
OK. the world is confusing.
we're all bullshitted from all directions in society: From the media, the cynics, the influential and the pop songs. we're all bullshitted from a young age when we find it so difficult to contemplate society, let alone the universe and our place in it. Because we never got to firsthand conclusions without being influenced by something or the other. What new ideas that were never contemplated before would we have come up with, had we been spared the influence of all this nonsense? What would I have thought if I was the only human being alive on this planet? What is the one unshakeable truth that governs our lives no matter who, what, where or when we are?
Now i dont even know what the right thing to think is. everything that I ever believed in or had faith in is crumbling in the face of cynicism. Which is perfectly rational, and reasonable. Yet I feel as though there is a need to break away from it.
okay don't freak. i just sat in a LA Lesson
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12:49 PM
yay! i got new HEADPHONES! My uncle got them for me sennheiser. even though they have a stupid mike attached to it.
I wanna listen to THE GROUND BENEATH HER FEET on youtube because i cant find a good enough quality download and my stupid youtubedownloader software is being annoying and wont download the thing properly without randomly shutting down and screaming "ERROR!"
Which reminds me of that really funny Edward Cullen popup i once saw. I'll put it up when I find it among the depths of my scattered documents.
Tagbacks: sadia: Hi SADIA!(: kitsunei: hi keith! thanks(: i'm better now kimberely: haha I know right?! It's so annoying how fringes frizz all over the place.. But honestly speaking, i wouldn't want it any other way. lol.
.......NEUSHA. (right?) coz you're not singaporean and you like david archuleta. long time since you updated your own blog lah! months even! xD did i guess correctly?
I've been listening to a song lately. Called "drops of jupiter" by Train. I really love that song. SUPER NICE. To end off, here're the lyrics:
Now that she's back in the atmosphere With drops of Jupiter in her hair, hey, hey She acts like summer and walks like rain Reminds me that there's time to change, hey, hey Since the return of her stay on the moon She listens like spring and she talks like June, hey, hey
But tell me did you sail across the sun Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded And that heaven is overrated
Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star One without a permanent scar And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there
Now that she's back from that soul vacation Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey She checks out Mozart while she does tae-bo Reminds me that there's room to grow, hey, hey
Now that she's back in the atmosphere I'm afraid that she might think of me as plain ol' Jane Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land
But tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day And head back to the Milky Way And tell me, did Venus blow your mind Was it everything you wanted to find And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there
Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken Your best friend always stickin' up for you even when I know you're wrong Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone conversation The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me
But tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day And head back toward the Milky Way
But tell me did you sail across the sun Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded And that heaven is overrated
Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star One without a permanent scar And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself..
nanannanana And did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day nanananana and did you fall from a shooting star, fall from a shooting star nananananana And were you lonely lookin for yourself out there...
Love it
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8:30 AM
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
i wish i had nicer hair, nicer legs, nicer nose nicer eyes and nicer eyebrows. argh my crown is growing into a haystack. today when i was on the train i was like asleep and i woke up and bussed to school without realizing my hair was in a mess. Aisha was so nice about it and didnt tell me until i asked her.
WEISHEE THE SAMURAI HERO just had to shout from across the corner that my hair was VERY MESSY tyvm -.- it was pretty disgusting if you ask me. My hair stuck out in all directions and was frizzy and messy and being itself, actually.
i also wish that i didnt have to worry about LA Night in the middle of all this fuss about Promos, crammed bio lessons, and Pratican crises that relate to balance or imbalance of hormones, which are linked to a variety of reasons including but not limited to friends issues, sleep issues, hair issues, world inequity issues, homesickness issues and ME WHILE DOING MATHS AND OTHER THINKING SUBJECTS ON AN EMPTY STOMACH issues. this is why i cant do integration or arithmetic progression: Because I AM ALWAYS HUNGRY DURING MATHS. and when i am hungry i tend to notice things like how much eraser dust is falling off my eraser and annoying me, and how my pencil box is so crammed and annoying me and how my fringe is being a bitch and annoying me. and basically everything except the fact that integrating 2x^2 did not give me 2. and that was differentiation, not integration. i cant think of anything to wish for yet, except that my LA Night stuff was over tomorrow. but that is impossible so i'll just wish that i woke up tomorrow looking like Deepika Padukone without glasses.
*****
i wish my dad didnt have to say "a while" to mean as long as i take to write a blogpost, check my facebook, finish my AYG Reflection, watch a couple of music videos and get a waffle from across the street.
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6:34 PM
Sunday, August 2, 2009
The Ground Beneath her Feet- U2 (lyrics by Salman Rushdie)
All my life, i worshipped her Her golden voice, her beauty's beat How she made us feel How she made me real And the ground beneath her feet And the ground beneath her feet
And now i can't be sure of anything Black is white, and cold is heat For what i worshipped stole my love away It was the ground beneath her feet It was the ground beneath her feet
Go lightly down your darkened way Go lightly underground I'll be down there in another day I won't rest until you're found
Let me love you, let me rescue you Let me bring you to where two roads meet O come back above Where there's only love Only Love....
And the ground beneath her feet
just heard the song on Youtube. didnt really like it.
blehh. i've heard it 4 times yet i dont find it has done any justice to the lyrics.
they shouldnt have omitted the best line of the song :
"She was my ground, my favorite sound, my country road, my city street, my sky above, my only love, and the ground beneath my feet"
i can't think of a melody but i know it wasn't as good as it could have been. It's not sad enough. Not as lost and dead as it should have sounded.
blehhhhhh...
OH btw i think Bono looks like an older version of Daniel Radcliffe.
if Daniel was more muscular, and had a stubble; he would look exactly like Bono!
edit: If i hadn't felt so strongly about the lyrics, i guess I would have liked it.
dang me and my tendency to like a song by overlistening to it.
i've been trying to see if there are any nice videos of the "ground beneath her feet " musical
but i can't find anything. I even came across a EDWARD AND BELLA fan video which had this song as it's soundtrack. i completely rolled my eyes at that. i wanted to watch them but youtube is being screwed up and is not working properly. so i cant view any of the videos. urgh.
someone gifted my sister and I the whole TWILIGHT COLLECTION. Pari was SO MADLY HAPPY she had this expression of delight and insanity both together and was jumping up and down. she finished breaking dawn the day after and is now reading the series in order all over again.
i havent even read it but i guess im not that excited about it anyway. just more rolling of the eyes to come. *_*
oh wells go back to chem
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9:27 AM
Saturday, August 1, 2009
i felt the need to put this up again.
Epictetus to his Disciples by Paulo Coelho
on June 22, 2009
Two things can happen when we meet someone: either we become friends, or we try to convince the other person to accept our convictions. The same happens when the ember meets another piece of coal: either it shares its fire with it, or it is suffocated by its size and ends up extinguished. As we are generally insecure at a first contact, we try indifference, arrogance or excessive humility. The result is that we stop being who we are and things start heading towards a strange world that does not belong to us.
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4:37 PM
Friday, July 31, 2009
hello
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12:05 PM
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Near Tokyo lived a great Samurai warrior, now old, who decided to teach Zen Buddhism to young people. In spite of his age, the legend was that he could defeat any adversary.
One afternoon, a warrior - known for his complete lack of scruples - arrived there. He was famous for using techniques of provocation: he waited until his adversary made the first move and, being gifted with an enviable intelligence in order to repair any mistakes made, he counterattacked with fulminating speed.
The young and impatient warrior had never lost a fight. Hearing of the Samurai’s reputation, he had come to defeat him, and increase his fame.
All the students were against the idea, but the old man accepted the challenge.
All gathered on the town square, and the young man started insulting the old master. He threw a few rocks in his direction, spat in his face, shouted every insult under the sun - he even insulted his ancestors. For hours, he did everything to provoke him, but the old man remained impassive. At the end of the afternoon, by now feeling exhausted and humiliated, the impetuous warrior left.
Disappointed by the fact that the master had received so many insults and provocations, the students asked:
- How could you bear such indignity? Why didn’t you use your sword, even knowing you might lose the fight, instead of displaying your cowardice in front of us all?
- If someone comes to you with a gift, and you do not accept it, who does the gift belong to? - asked the Samurai.
- He who tried to deliver it - replied one of his disciples.
- The same goes for envy, anger and insults - said the master. - When they are not accepted, they continue to belong to the one who carried them.
i won't lie that i'm happy with now. i won't lie that i'm a whole tonne happier whatever you interpret.
i am unhappy with the way my erasers have been disappearing, i am unhappy with the way the eraser dust and pencil led make me feel dirtified after bathing and my ridiculous preference for them to pens. somehow there is a link between scalp itchiness and pencil led blackening my fingers.
i am unhappy that Boy 1 is acting like this. i am unhappy because i miss my childhood buddies like crap. i am unhappy that my best friends are all in different schools and levels and countries. i am unhappy that my two good friends had to have THAT happen to them. i am unhappy with the shitload of work that i have to do. i am unhappy with the fact that i can't pay attention for longer than 7 minutes because i live in a computer age. i am unhappy that the bloody SMRT woman had to blacklist my friend for eating a sweet on the train. i am unhappy knowing that now i cant even drink water on the train. i am unhappy because now i am at my creative lows. i am unhappy because now i know that some things aren't in my control. that i can never know enough. i am unhappy that i'm starting to behave like the very people who annoy the shit out of me. i am unhappy because like them i am starting to snap at the people i care about and because that sucks. i am unhappy because i can't shoot them even though i want to. i am unhappy because i'm starting to know my limitations.
most of all i am unhappy because i miss my term 2 group.
loads and loads and loads and canyons and valleys and everything . i can't believe it was only 2 and a half months. then just as we were becoming closer as friends and having all the fun they pick us up and toss us into dumps. i miss kaiwen joelle and jasmine. without them in my group, i feel like a fish out of water in 2B.
but i guess i'll have to get up and deal with things the way that people with any self respect do
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8:40 PM
Sunday, July 19, 2009
if you had the choice to do what's right,
you know that class of people, that obnoxious class of girls who swoon over guys who are good looking/ talented/ sexy and appealing to them?
yes the ones that go Girl 1:"OMG HE'S SO CUTE I'M MARRYING HIM!" Girl 2:"NO WAY HE'S MINE"
Girl 3, interjecting: "Oh look, new hot guy in town! his name is Don Casanova!" Girl 1 to Girl 2: "Oh you can have him"
Girl 1,2,3 swoon majorly
and the ones that go convo 1: Pratika (in sec 1/2): Manisha, when are you ever gonna get over it that SRK is married? Manisha (in sec 1/2): Don't care lah. Gauri is so ugly! Pratika: tsk, that's why i stick with people i know are single and are made for me at the same time
convo 2: any random girl announcing in class: "OMG KAREENA AND SAIF? WTH?! " (goes to have private conversations with other people that pratika and manisha can't understand but is littered with things like "OMG!" and "WTH?" and "I know right? EW!"
Manisha (who knows everything anyway): "ew saif!!?? he's so OLD and second hand!!" Pratika: "at least theyre better matched than shahid and kareena. he's too cute for her. heard he's going out with SANIA MIRZA" Manisha (since we haven't actually had the exact same convo, i'm just making it up): at least hyderabad ki shaan badi hai na? Pratika: Eurgh I'm going back and taking him.. Sania is so UGLY!!! sigh but at least better than kareena
the boyfriend stealing ones! the ones who plot and scheme to steal other people's husbands in the volatile market of eligible bachelors, handsome men guys at heart
i mean we do it all for fun lah. saying stuff about people who are already attached. like shahid kapoor and john abraham. We take the liberty to keep commenting on other people like it's our business. it's fun and we make fun of ourselves that way. those vampish catfight convos are to reveal the inner dramatists in us. whatever.
so this post is about Sarah and Mark Terenzi, who is too cute and youngish looking for her but i am not going to insult by saying i'm going to steal him even for fun.
i was just hearing their songs, i mean how many bfs-gfs ever sing songs together featuring each other? i thought it was so romantic! heart can melt. there's this video on youtube of their wedding which they chose to call recommitment ceremony when Mark sang a song for her. the song is freaking romantic and beautiful and everything.
i was so swelling with happiness when i saw another video and a couple of pictures and stuff. i mean it's so touching lah. they really looked like they were in love. they had 2 kids and were together for quite long.
k fine not very long but 2003-2008.
i was so devastated when i searched their names on wiki and found that they actually ended up breaking up, announcing it to some tabloid newspaper. AARGH!
they were so SWEET lah. i love all the songs they sang together that i have heard so far. it sounded/seemed like a real life love story. DANG. maybe all relationships started like this. maybe they felt so together that they could never ever be apart again. maybe that's why they have so many breakup songs. that's why when it all falls apart they feel so devastated. like the world is ending. maybe thats why Kal Ho Na Ho was made. to show people who think they can never fall in love again but do.
okwhatever let's stop it already. ive been watching and reading too many romances. i have a life too! look at me world i'm stopping blogging now, being a good girl and fulfilling the reason why i woke up at 3 am in the morning!
to study!
but man i wished they hadn't broken up. i hope they didnt really break up. i hope the tabloid just said it for extra publicity.
how hard would it be to?
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6:16 AM
I FOUND OUT WHO THE MTV GUY IS OMGOMGOMGOMG YES THE ONE WITH THE FUNKY HAIR. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH!!!!!!!!!
RYAN CABRERA!!!!!!! SWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON
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6:13 AM
Saturday, July 18, 2009
FML really. FMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFML.
emma watson is so beautiful why can't everyone look like that?
ok that wasnt the reason i said FML.
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5:17 PM
Friday, July 17, 2009
you don't dare fuck around with me. i don't care how serious you are or how much shit you can't take
(wait who's talking about shit- you can't even handle a well meaning person)
I won't have it. you and your bloody 24/7/365 pms. you and your self centered ness and your thinking that you're the center of the universe. your stupidity. your self righteousness
i won't have it. not again.
because unlike some afghani women under the talebani rule, i have a choice.
so shoot your own mouth. so you'll stop saying things that hurt people. shoot your eyeballs as well. you're already ugly at least you'll stop those offensive beads of yours from glaring.
